Monday, April 04, 2022

On the highway


 

 

By Shevlin Sebastian

EDITOR’S PICK OF THE WEEK – KITAAB.ORG (April 3, 2022) 

Sawant Singh pressed the accelerator. There was a roar from the exhaust as the truck gained speed. He was on the Bhopal-Mumbai National Highway No. 3. Sawant was carrying a truckload of oranges for traders in Mumbai.

As he stared at the road, he could feel the sun beating down on the truck. The cloth of the turban over his forehead was wet. He could feel the sweat gathering in his armpits. Next to him was his assistant, Rupesh. A Dalit, he lived in the same village of Tarn Taran Sahib as Sawant.

Sawant looked at his watch. It was nearing 1 p.m. It was time to stop for lunch. After a kilometre, he turned left onto a narrow road and travelled for half a kilometre. Soon, he saw ‘Bhupinder’s Dhaba’. There was a large parking area in front. Sawant could see several trucks, a few cars, and two-wheelers. He shut the engine, stepped down, and walked towards the restaurant. Rupesh followed, a dark-skinned, thin man in brown trousers and slippers.

Once inside, Sawant headed to the large washing area. He stood in front of a tap and splashed water on his face a few times. Sawant rubbed water on his neck and washed his forearms, too. He used soap to wash his fingers. Thereafter, he wiped his face and hands with a towel, which he placed around his shoulders.

There were a lot of truckers, with their broad shoulders and thick hands, having lunch. Sawant selected a table where nobody was present. He ordered a plate of tadka dal, roti, and a small bowl of onion with chilies and salt. Rupesh sat at the same table but two chairs away.

Sawant kept one ear cocked as he heard people talk about the terrible roads they had driven on. Others complained about the high price of fuel, the hot weather, and the sluggish economy. People were always complaining, he thought. He did not enjoy that. He had an attitude of ‘live and let live’. And he preferred to keep quiet.

Sawant did not like to pontificate. And that desire became even less as he pondered over his personal life.

Sawant is the son of a farmer who grew wheat. He was the third son. The first two sons helped in their father’s fields. But Sawant wanted to do something different. He wanted to travel a bit, but since he had studied only up to Class 10. So, he became a truck driver.

He had married a girl called Uma. She was 13 years his junior. She belonged to a poor family. Sawant agreed to marry her because Uma was beautiful. She was fair-skinned, with an aquiline nose, doe-shaped eyes, and red lips. And she had lovely, thick breasts. It filled his entire palm. Uma was reluctant to marry a man who was so much older than her. But her father told her that Sawant belonged to a traditional farming family. And he had a steady income. He would look after her well.

And indeed, he had. They had two children, both sons, one studying in Class 7 and the other in Class 5.

There was one problem in this idyllic situation. Uma was suffering from venereal disease. Sawant was the culprit. On long truck rides, he would stop at places where prostitutes serviced the truckers. Unlike his fellow drivers, Sawant did not like to use condoms. As a result, he got infected. But he did not know about it. By this time, he had returned home and impregnated his wife.

Sawant got himself treated in Chandigarh. But he was afraid to take Uma to a big city, lest the secret came out that he was having sex with random women. So, he had taken Uma to a physician in Tarn Taran Sahib, who prescribed paracetamol. But Uma showed no improvement. She had painful urination and vaginal discharge during periods. She felt weaker day by day. Uma could no longer look after the children. Sawant’s mother stayed with them and ran the household.

Sawant would take a week to return. He knew he would have to rush Uma to Chandigarh, 229 kms away, and get her treated at an excellent hospital. Otherwise, he feared she might die. 

Sawant started the truck, and they set out once again.

Yes, Sawant knew, he had a weakness for sex. He liked to have it every day. But Uma was not that interested. Sawant did not force himself on her. He preferred when she was in the mood. So, his urge remained, and he took it out on the prostitutes he met on the road.

He had managed to keep another secret, too.

Sawant had another family in Mumbai. This Marathi woman, Renuka, worked as a prostitute. Sawant had become her customer at Kamathipura, the red-light area. Over 5000 prostitutes lived and plied their trade in that area.

He liked her high spirits and abandon in making love. She gave her all during the act. She was chocolate-coloured, with hair going down all the way to her waist. One night, he had asked why she was so passionate when it was a commercial transaction.

Lying on top of him, she stared into his eyes and said, “I like sex.”

Soon, he began frequenting her whenever he was in Mumbai.

After two years, she begged him to free her from the clutches of the pimps and the brothel keeper. Sawant said he was helpless. He explained he could not take her anywhere since he was a married man and had two children. She said it did not matter. All she wanted was to get out and start a new life.

So, one day, he went for a session late at night. They slipped out without anybody knowing. They took a room in a hotel in Andheri.

As they sat next to each other on the bed, Sawant said, “Now what?”

Renuka placed her face in her palms and stared at the floor.

She had nothing to say.

“Where is your hometown?” said Sawant.

“Ratnagiri,” she said.

“How far is it from Mumbai?” asked Sawant. He had not gone to Ratnagiri before.

“Nine hours by bus,” she said.

“Would you like to go home?” he said.

She shook her head.

“My parents allowed me to go away with a stranger,” she said. “They never found out whether or not I was okay.”

Sawant pondered over what to do. But he could not find any solutions.

It was Renuka who provided it.

“There are social groups who care for prostitutes,” she said. “But I don’t know their numbers.”

Sawant had a friend in Mumbai, Balbir Singh. He had been his schoolmate. A good student, Balbir had got a management degree. Now he worked for a multinational company.

The next morning, Sawant called him and asked him about the social groups.

Balbir immediately looked it up on Google it and provided him with names and phone numbers.

Sawant called one number. The woman was forthcoming and helpful. The office was in Lokhandwala West, which was not very far away.

Sawant took Renuka to the office.

There were posters on the wall. In one, a woman was being led out of what looked like a prison cell by another woman. The caption said, ‘We are here to save women. To give them a better life.’ 

The woman behind the desk wore spectacles and had pulled back her hair into a ponytail. She was in her late thirties. Renuka told her of her escape and how she was afraid the pimps would abduct her and take her back.

By her reaction, Sawant knew she had heard the story many times before.

The woman nodded and said, “Nothing to worry. We have safe houses where you can disappear for a while. They will lose interest after a couple of months.”

So Sawant left Renuka with the lady and returned to Punjab in his truck.

Later, Renuka told Sawant she had begun work in the NGO which had rescued her. Her job was to advise the other girls who had escaped like her. She also mopped the floors, cleaned desks and windows, and filed documents.

Sawant met her whenever he was in Mumbai. He hired a hotel room for their encounters. Things went on.

One day when Sawant met Renuka, she told him she was pregnant.

Sawant asked her to abort the child. Renuka stood her ground and said no.

“You have the experience of being a father,” she said. “Let me have the experience of being a mother.”

“But the child will have no father,” he said. “The boy should have the father and mother with him at all times.”

Renuka saw the funny side. “What makes you think it is a boy?” she asked with a smile.

Sawant smiled, and said, “It’s an intuition. Who knows? Listen, my advice to you is to abort.” 

In his mind, he thought, ‘Messing with a woman leads to complications. It is not only sex. They want more.’

“Sawant, it is easy to say that, but I can feel the kicks. This baby is alive. I can’t kill it,” she said, reaching forward and taking his calloused palm to place it on his stomach.

After a few seconds, Sawant could detect a kick. He remained silent. He would have preferred an abortion, so that he did not have the extra responsibility of a child.

Renuka said, “In front of society, you could pretend to be the husband.”

Sawant remained silent for several minutes. Renuka also kept quiet. She did not want to provoke him.

Sawant pressed his lips together and said, “Okay, but I will not have my name on the birth certificate. Get somebody else. There can be no proof anywhere.”

Now it was Renuka’s turn to gaze at Sawant. He was heavy set and weighed at least 95 kgs. Despite his bulk, she knew Sawant was a gentle person. He had a distinctive aroma about him—a mix of talcum powder and perspiration.

She felt she needed to compromise on this matter. So, she nodded, and said, “Accepted.”  

Renuka asked whether she could start living in an apartment.

“What about the expenses?” he said. “Who will pay the rent?”

“I will,” she said. “I have saved over the past three years. I won a state lottery of Rs 3 lakh eight months ago. I kept it a secret from you.”

Sawant stared at Renuka. Every time he met her, she revealed a new facet of herself.

“Clever,” he said and smiled. He felt relieved she had some money with her.

They found a flat in Borivali. Her office was in Andheri. She had to travel 17 kilometres to reach work. But Renuka looked happy. The landlord accepted Sawant’s claim that he was a truck driver. He would be on the road most of the time.

Renuka settled down. She bought a bed, a gas stove, steel plates, glasses, and bowls. Through Google Pay, Sawant sent Rs 5000 every month. He felt obligated since he was going to be a father now.

In the government hospital, Sawant’s intuition proved to be right. It was a boy. But the baby did not have Sawant’s fairness. Instead, he had Renuka’s coffee-coloured skin.

Renuka hired a maid to look after the baby when she went to work after three months. She breastfed him whenever she was at home. Otherwise, the maid gave baby food. Sawant dropped in whenever he came to town and played with the child.

In two years, the boy Raj exhibited the same energy as Renuka. He ran around the house constantly. He always jumped into Sawant’s arms whenever he came home, and said, “Uncle, uncle.” Sawant always gave him a bar of Cadbury’s chocolate.

Sawant realised problems would arise when Raj became an adult. He would ask Renuka who his father is. Of course, Renuka could always say his father had died. But to deny paternity would be a painful experience for Sawant. Since they were not married, their child was a bastard. And Renuka could not prove she had married the dead man. There would be a lot of complications ahead. 

Although Sawant did not enjoy it much, he started wearing a condom. He was afraid Renuka would get pregnant again.

A few years passed.

Things were stable on both fronts. Sometimes, Renuka thanked Sawant for saving her life.

But Sawant knew his secret could be exposed one day.

As he rode on the highway, his thoughts drifting between this and that, a call came on his mobile.

It was his older brother, Manpreet.

“Brother, Uma is not in good shape,” he said. “What should we do?”

Sawant’s heart started racing fast. It would take him a week to return.

He had to bite the bullet.

“I will call you back,” he said.

Sawant turned the lorry at the next crossing and moved into a service lane. He parked the vehicle and stepped down. Sawant did not want Rupesh to hear his conversation. He strode away in the blistering sun and found a tree about 50 metres away.

He stood under it and called Manpreet.

“Take her straight to the government hospital in Chandigarh,” said Sawant. “While there, ask for Dr. Rakesh Mehra. Tell him Uma is suffering from gonorrhoea.”

“What!” exclaimed Manpreet.

“I will explain everything when I return,” said Sawant. “Don’t waste a moment. Tell the family I insisted you alone should take Uma to Chandigarh.”

“Okay, Bhaiyya,” Manpreet said and cut the phone.

Sawant and Manpreet were close since there was an age difference of only two years. Sawant was sure Manpreet would keep his secret.

Sawant immediately pressed the buttons on the phone to send Rs 10000 through Google Pay.

He regretted his decision of not taking Uma to Chandigarh. Because of his mistake, Uma had suffered. He prayed to Waheguru that it was not too late. Without her, their children would feel devastated since he was hardly at home.

He saw Rupesh relieving himself by the side of a drain.

Sawant stared into the distance. There were many trees with oranges hanging from them. It was a soothing sight. ‘Working with nature is always peaceful,’ he thought. ‘Like his father. He was always calm and positive. People who work on the land have a reverence for Mother Nature. He knew that one day when he became old and could no longer drive a lorry, he would become a farmer. But he had to buy farmland in the next few years. Otherwise, he might not have any money in his old age for this investment.’

After ten minutes, Sawant returned to the lorry and set out.

Saturday, April 02, 2022

The Governor's gift

This is flash fiction: a short, short story

By Shevlin Sebastian

It was a white bungalow. There were pink bougainvillaea flowers growing along the walls. Outside, near the imposing black gate, two police officers in khaki uniforms stood guard. They had pistols attached to their belts.

This was the house of the governor of the state.

The governor was a woman. She studied and got into the Indian Police Service. She became a successful police officer. She then took an early retirement. Now, she supported a political party who came to power at the national level. They believed in the supremacy of one community only. All the rest were second-class citizens.

The government appointed her as governor.

But she had a secret.

She had a lover who belonged to another community.

This was anathema for the party. Her career would be damaged if the government came to know.

But it would be difficult for the government to know. He was her personal security guard. So, he accompanied her everywhere. At night, he stood guard outside her bedroom door. Occasionally, he would go in and make love to her. Nobody knew. He was the only security guard.

The governor had never married, much to the disappointment of her parents. She had focused on her career. But now in her mid-fifties, time had run out — to marry, have children and enjoy a family life. Plus, she was not keen to be bogged down. She wanted freedom above everything else.

This arrangement worked fine. The security guard was also not interested in anything permanent. The governor, at 52, was 20 years older.

He had no intention at the beginning. But working so closely next to her, one thing led to another. When she undressed, he discovered she had a supple body.

She gave no hint because she wore loose-fitting shirts and trousers. She wore no make-up or any form of jewellery. People thought she had no sexuality at all. But that was not true. In bed, she was an active participant. And she gave as generously as she took. So, the security guard enjoyed his time with her.

This arrangement continued for a few years, with both parties satisfied with their roles.

Then the governor resigned. She decided to stand for elections in the party's name.

The party offered her money and resources. She campaigned from morning to evening. She went in and out of houses, up dusty lanes and down tarred roads. She rode in a cart, a car, an auto-rickshaw, a truck, a tractor, and a minivan to show she was in touch with the common man. The security guard remained by her side all the time. But it was too risky to share her bed because they were staying in unknown houses and hotels.

Despite the enthusiasm shown to her by the people in the constituency, she lost. But the governor was not disappointed. It was her first time. In politics, it is difficult for a newcomer to win.

But it disappointed the party she had lost. They had pinned their hopes on her winning the seat. She was well-known and appeared in the media a lot.

‘Now what?’ she thought.

‘Now what?’ thought the security guard.

She went to her home in New Delhi. From her own resources, she began paying the security guard. He stood outside. When nobody was around, he stepped inside and served her.

The arrangement continued.

But pressure was growing on the security guard to get married.

So he did.

He had a charming wife who grew up in a village. He enjoyed his conjugal relations with her.

The governor requested he continue with the ‘private arrangement’ with her.

He thought about it for a couple of days. His mind told him, ‘Why not?’ His wife would not know. If they remained cautious, like he and the governor had always been, things could continue.

And they did.

Three years later, the security guard became the father of twin boys. The marriage continued. He was a devoted husband and father. He also looked after his parents. He celebrated Id, Holi, Christmas, Diwali and the New Year.

As for the governor, she had joined an NGO that helped rehabilitate sex workers.

The pay was good. She was happy with her job. She was no longer in the limelight. Unlike most people, she did not miss the spotlight. She felt she lived a more authentic life now.

One afternoon, the governor had a heart attack.

The security guard rushed her to the hospital in an ambulance, sirens blaring.

But it was too late.

The hospital pronounced her dead on arrival.

The security guard shed tears at the crematorium. They had a beautiful relationship of mutual respect and love. The governor was only 64 when she passed away.

Life went on.

Two months later, a lawyer contacted the security guard. He told him the governor had given him a flat worth Rs 1 crore in New Delhi and Rs 20 lakh in cash.

The security guard almost fainted in shock.

He asked the lawyer why.

“In the will, it is written, ‘For services rendered’,” said the lawyer.

“Thank you,” said the security guard, joining his hands together in a namaste.

(Published in Twist and Twain)