Rakesh
Rajnikant was born autistic and blind. But that has not prevented him
from having a successful career as a singer of devotional songs
By
Shevlin Sebastian
Photos: By Albin Mathew. Rakesh's family: (from left): Mother Kusum, father Rajnikant Ramji and uncle Krishna Kumar
On
the evening of June 3, 2005, a wedding reception was being held for
Arati, the daughter of Rajnikant Ramji, a senior bank employee, at
the Sumangali Hall at Kollam. “Since it was the first marriage of
the second generation, many relatives from Gujarat had come,” says
Rajnikant.
There
was a suggestion from some family members that Rajnikant's
22-year-old son, Rakesh, should be allowed to sing. Rakesh is
autistic and blind, but had been listening to songs from his
childhood. “When we gave the mike to him, the first song he began
to sing was Kishore Kumar's 'Yeh Sham Mastani' [from the Hindi film,
‘Kati Patang’ (1971)].” About 70 bank friends of Rajnikant who
were preparing to leave, stopped and decided to listen to this song.
In the end they stayed and listened to the entire set of eight songs.
“That
was the turning point,” says Rajnikant. “Thereafter, Rakesh began
singing devotional songs in temples.” Some of the temples Rakesh
has sung in include the Sree Padmanabhaswamy at Thiruvananthapuram,
the Krishna temple at Guruvayur, the Mannarasala
Sree Nagaraja Temple at
Haripad, and the
Shirdi Sai Baba temple in Pune. So far, he has done about 800
performances in different languages: Gujarati, Malayalam, Tamil,
Telugu, Punjabi, and Hindi. Rakesh is accompanied by the Kollam-based
Adi Shankara orchestra.
“The
unusual thing about Rakesh is that he does not know the meaning of
the words,” says his uncle, Krishna Kumar, who is his perennial
companion. “But he has a tremendous memory. He can learn a new song
within a day.”
This
memory comes to the fore at an apartment in Kochi when Krishna Kumar
tells Rakesh to sing a Mohammed Rafi song. Immediately, Rakesh
launches into a song. After four lines, Krishnakumar mentions the
name of KL Saigal and Rakesh immediately moves to a Saigal song. Then
it is on to Hindu, Christian and Muslim devotionals, all at the
suggestion of Krishna Kumar. Rakesh also sings a Lata Mangeshkar
song. “It is as if he has a computer chip in his brain,” says
Krishna Kumar.
But
for many years, since his birth, the family went through turmoil.
Like any anxious parent, Rajnikant had taken his son to various
institutions all over India in a bid to cure his son. But there was
no hope.
Initially,
Rajnikant felt ashamed and did not want to take his son outside the
house. He was the manager of a branch of the State Bank of India,
very close to his home at Kollam. “I did not want my colleagues to
know about my son's disabilities,” says Rajnikant. “But,
subsequently, I realised that God has given me the chance to take
care of Rakesh. He is a higher soul and that is why he is in a family
that can take care of him physically, financially and emotionally.”
To
keep him emotionally engaged, Rajnikant's father, Giridhar Lal Ramji,
bought a tape recorder so that his lonely grandson could listen to
music. “That was how Rakesh developed a liking for songs and began
imitating all the singers,” says Rajnikant.
However,
Rakesh has no other skill. “For all his primary needs, somebody has
to be with him all the time,” says Rajnikant. “To take food, my
wife, Kusum, has to feed him. He is unable to express anything. If he
has stomach pain he does not know how to express it. He will start
shouting and get angry. When he is hungry, he cries like a baby. But
now Kusum can anticipate all his needs. And she travels with him
everywhere.”
But
on days when there are no concerts, Rakesh can get fidgety. “He can
also become violent,” says Krishna Kumar. “He throws things and
bites his arms.” Indeed, there are visible teeth marks on Rakesh's
arms.
But
now the family has found a way to calm him. “Since Rakesh is afraid
of the sound of crackers, we just shake a match box,” says
Rajnikant. “Then he becomes quiet because he thinks that we are
going to burst a cracker.”
But
these are rare moments. Most of the time, he is in a happy mood. And
Rakesh has great moments, too. On January 10, which is Yesudas's
birthday, Rakesh, Rajnikant and Krishnakumar went to meet the singer
at the Mookambika Temple, at Kollur, Karnataka. When they came face
to face, Yesudas hugged the young singer. Then Rakesh sang two of
Yesudas' Ayyappa songs. “Yesudas was very happy,” says Rajnikant.
“He said, 'Very good, very good.' He called his wife and children
to listen to Rakesh songs.”
Another
eminent singer of Ayyappa songs, who is a fan, is Veeramani. After
Rakesh sang a few of Veeramani's songs, during their meeting at
Kollam, a moved Veeramani told Rajnikant, “Take care of his voice.
And God will come to meet him.”
Meanwhile,
at his home, many relatives and friends come to meet him. One friend
is businessman Jaylal Divakaran who comes every evening. Their
friendship began two years ago, when Jaylal took Rakesh to Sabarimala
for a pilgrimage. “Ever since then, there is a connection between
the two,” says Krishna Kumar. “Rakesh will wait for Jaylal. When
he comes, Rakesh will sing the Ayyappa songs. In case Jaylal cannot
come, he will wait for his mobile call telling that he is not coming.
Only then will Rakesh go to sleep.”
And
while Rajnikant is thrilled at his son's blooming career, at the back
of his mind, he has an unshakeable worry. “I always think about
what will happen to Rakesh once I die,” says Rajnikant. “Although,
I am sure that my brothers and their families will take utmost care
of him.”
(The
New Indian Express, Kochi and Thiruvananthapuram)